When I was little I was a smart girl. I realized things before I learned them. I realized things that I later experienced were true.
But I feel like the older I get...the more stupid I get. Things I was so sure of when I was a kid, I now re-realize...after I've already made a mistake. Well it's life, you gotta live it too, not only know it. But still. I was hoping wisdom would come with age, but in my case it's mostly cynicism I've gained...
A friend recently said something that might be very true though...that cynicism gets dangerous first when you start to call it realism...
Well I hope I haven't fallen that far yet ;)
I don't know why I feel like I'm getting more and more stupid. I guess it might have to do with what's appreciated as knowledge in society. I'm not studying anything theoretical per say any more. Some anatomy and dance related things only. But a teacher told us today that research shows that the best thing you can do for your brain is...yes: dancing. Because it combines the physical movement of the body and the intellectual thinking.

Fall-ing

Dancing, actually turning, more dancing, Tiramisu, awake and happy, strange dreams, cooking food while writing now, soon dancing again, preparing for fall, aka Fall-ing.

Gonna be so nice with fall. I'll miss summer. Needed about two more weeks at the beach, but dancing all day, cuddle up with movies, lit candles, in a blanket, socks and legwarmers at night, sounds so cozy to me now.
Maybe dinners with friends, or sitting at a coffee shop talking away a few hours. (Anyone up for it?)

Tried to dress the blog in Sofian fall colors, did I succeed?

And then some personal notes:
Ida, I need more of our talks, had so much more I wanted to ask about your life now. Hope I'll really see you this christmas!
Jenna, I miss our dinners we used to have when we were neighbours, and I would love to visit you or you visit me!
And Liza... We have to talk very soon!

Gotta run now before the water boils over!

Evil eye

Woooaaahh

Am I bitter? Yes...

Just so typical, my luck.

Today I was supposed to dance like crazy... Instead I'm sitting at home with an eye that's extremly red and I'm worried, wondering what it could be.
It started two, three days ago, it hurt and was rinning and the white part of my eye wasn't white anymore but pink and red. (No gross gish though thankfully.)
To rest it has helped, I can open it fully now again, it doesn't hurt as much anymore and I'm starting to see some white parts of my eyeball now, yay.
If it's gets worse after dancing tomorrow I'll go to the doctor.
Let's hope today is gonna do the trick and I'll be fine by tomorrow morning, perfect!!

Sun and beach....

Vacation.... I need one more week! With nothing but clear water and fine sand =)

But once back in the city I did some touristing with my visiting friends and it didn't feel too bad to be back...

ESB in daylight and by night.

Sunset over New Jersey.

Central Park

Another green city park

YAY =D

Last week and the week before that I auditioned for a one year dance program. I found out that I got in right before I went on a mini vacation. Now, after spending time on a lovely beautiful beach with clear water and soft sand I'm back in the city, the program starts tomorrow morning and one of my favourite people in the entire world is here to visit from Sweden.
I'm so happy! But very busy =)